If tears could build a stairway, And memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven, And bring you home again.

I miss you so much, I still cannot believe that you are gone. We will meet again some day, of that I am sure. Until then my love, not a minute goes by when I don't think about you, especially the things we used to do.

Dear Neil, I miss you so much, I still cannot believe that you are gone. The years we spent together were the happiest of my life and I can only hope that you loved me as much as I loved you. I know some day we will meet again and that you are watching over, not just myself, but Jake and Sam and Liam and of course, your Mum, Dad and brothers.

When tomorrow starts without me, And I’m not here to see. If the sun should rise and find your Eyes filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn’t cry, The way you did today. While thinking of the many things We didn’t get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you. And each time you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand. That Jesus came and called my name And took me by the hand. And said my place was ready In heaven far above. And that I’d have to leave behind All those I dearly love. So when tomorrow starts without me, Don’t think we’re far apart. For every time you think of me, I’m right here in your heart.